. .ranking. .='(

. .it's ranking day. .and i was surprised with my rank. .i didn't expect that i'll be higher than my desired rank. .it feels happy, of course. .but, when i informed my parents about it, it seems like they don't even care. .i mean..hellow. .we are 48 in a class. .and it's in the first section. .well. .anyway, im glad with my place now. .but, the world doesn't seem to understand me. .for them, im just nothing. .simply nothing. .but someday, i'll prove to them who am i really in this world. .and make them realize that, im not regular. .im not normal. .

enough about the ranking thing. .

. .well, this day was like a rainy day. .rainy in emotions, rainy in the mixed emotions that i feel, and rainy in the world that i dont really know if even exist. .RAIN. .a very important person is hidden under that psuedonym. .and behind that, are deep and dark secrets about what and who he is in my life. . well ask me, who is he in my life??. .i'll simply tell you, he's one of the reasons why i exist. .it's as simple as that. .but in his life, im just a friend. .just an ordinary person behind him. .

something mooOoore. .

. .hmn, this day many cried. .tears of joy, tears of happiness, but the tear that flooded the room was the tear of pain. .pain of losing their past places in the roOm. .especially the ranking. .many went up, many retained their spots. .but, still, mOre went down and left their places behind. .like our former top 1, she is now the top 2. .and the former top 2, he was now our top 1. .see. .

. .this is just a proof that life is about change. sometimes its beautiful, sometimes its not, but most of the time, it's both. .=')