why do i feel like the heaven fell down..?
of all the people, why me..?
it's been almost a year and still, there weren't any progressions... and i guess, things became even worse... why can't i just forget that person?
i wanna stop but i don't know how... i wanna forget but i guess i cant...
kelan ba matatapos lahat ng to?
alam kong may iba... may iba... pero ewan...
basta... tuwing makikita ko xa kahit sa pic lang, aun na...
nawawala na ako...
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
deepest apologies...
this is totally awkward!
it's been months since i last updated my blog... i dont know why but in an instant, i found myself guilty for not posting anything here... so sorry dear blog...
anyway... life must go on... i must go on...
i live a completely different life now... new routine... new environment... new everything...
let's start it this way...
first change: a change in my environment...
UNFORTUNATELY, the junior students of the Regional Science High School were transferred up the hills... away from the civilized part of tumauini... things were so sudden... it was a shock for our parents... and of course, it was a shock for us, the students! they were very inconsiderate... they let us study there even if the facilities are not complete... the transportation is really a struggle... and hey, we pay 30 php a day to get there... that's a lot you know... and every time we forget something at the boarding house, we have to get back down and pay another set of fare... weexx... life is so unfair...
second change: a change in routine...
i used to wake up at 5 in the morning but this year, my schedule changed and I'm forced to wake up at exactly 4:30 in the morning to take a bath... imagine the cold water... woo... not only that, i have to bring my things for the whole day at the new campus... yeah, up the hills!
third change: a change in everything (?!)
well... this is the part that is still not clear for me... maybe my routine and my environment changed but still, I'm my old self... my old self who smiles even if nothing goes right... but cries when no one sees...
anyway... now I'll try my best to update you every time i can... you know how hectic my schedule is... you know my life...
it's been months since i last updated my blog... i dont know why but in an instant, i found myself guilty for not posting anything here... so sorry dear blog...
anyway... life must go on... i must go on...
i live a completely different life now... new routine... new environment... new everything...
let's start it this way...
first change: a change in my environment...
UNFORTUNATELY, the junior students of the Regional Science High School were transferred up the hills... away from the civilized part of tumauini... things were so sudden... it was a shock for our parents... and of course, it was a shock for us, the students! they were very inconsiderate... they let us study there even if the facilities are not complete... the transportation is really a struggle... and hey, we pay 30 php a day to get there... that's a lot you know... and every time we forget something at the boarding house, we have to get back down and pay another set of fare... weexx... life is so unfair...
second change: a change in routine...
i used to wake up at 5 in the morning but this year, my schedule changed and I'm forced to wake up at exactly 4:30 in the morning to take a bath... imagine the cold water... woo... not only that, i have to bring my things for the whole day at the new campus... yeah, up the hills!
third change: a change in everything (?!)
well... this is the part that is still not clear for me... maybe my routine and my environment changed but still, I'm my old self... my old self who smiles even if nothing goes right... but cries when no one sees...
anyway... now I'll try my best to update you every time i can... you know how hectic my schedule is... you know my life...
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