..does it still hurt?..

..i may not say what's on my mind..i may not express the feelings within me inside,,but one thing's for sure..something and someone from my dark book of past is still causing me this lil pain..it's not right, i know..but seeing them together still causes my heart a little agony..

. .is there any problem. .

. .well, i think i have one. .and i can't define what that thing is. .but something really bothers me this time. .since the moment i arrived here in this house. .i know that something is not right. .so, can you help me?. .='q

. .weeh. .periodiCal test coming uP!

. .wheeeehh. .periodical test is coMing. .it will be this coming monday and tuesday. .how annoying. .if only you know how much pressure im getting now. .you'll probably quit. .gOod thing that there will be no classes tomorrow. .preSsure level decreased. .hehe. .any way. .i think all my memories about rain are now erased. .im totally over. .there's no way i'll be crazy again. .there's no way i'll be trapping myself again fOr him. .my word is final. .and i really am serIous. .hmff. ..

. .tired of writhing. .

. .pagod na ako kakasulat. .mula kaninang umaga nag susulat na ako. .hanggang ngayon nagsusulat parin ako. .at hanggang mamaya, magsusulat pa ako. .huhuhuhu. . .anyway, may na mimiss yata ako. .hehe. .secret namin un nang diary ko. .hehe. .pSsshhhH. .ewan ko ba. .confused yata. .heheh. .**winK**

. .it was yesterday. .

. .yep. .it was yesterday when we had a rOom based oPen foRum. .aLl of the so called narranians are there. .all eyes and all ears were on the "hot seat". .kasi it went like this, we had the teacher's seat at the center. .and whoever will be called, will be asked whatever question they want to ask. .kahit pa gaano ka personal, everyone was oPen. .crushes were revealed. .and past misunderstandings were fixed. .peo, may mga na badtrip din ata. .kasi, some are asking questions that are too personal for one to answer. .hindi lahat natawag. .i guess time was not enough. .kasi, wat tym na din nagsimula. .that was after the jingle cOntest where we garnered the fifith place. .after nun, bgla nila naisip na habang may free time, mag open forum na. .aun. .andaming nasaktan, natuwa, at kinilig. .but i guess, marami talaga ang nasaktan. .after that, dismissal time, i heard that confrontations were made. .kasi nung nagkukwentuhan kami nila edwin nung tanghali, during aP time, nasabi nia na may nangyari daw nung tanghali about two people. .i guess di na kelangan sabihin name nila. .for their privacy na din. .peo kung sino man cla, wawa naman ung isa. .i mean, since first year na yata ung mga ganiang pangyayari s abuhay nia. .grabeh. .mejo naawa talaga ako. .i mean, girLs make him cry most of the time. .kasi nung open forum, umamin xa. .den after that, confrontations were made. .that was the thing that edwin told me. .hayyy. .bakit kaya ganun. .dahil kaya sa peer pressure??. .cguro nga. .kasi, during din ng open forum, nasabi ng friends nea na ayaw nea un para sa kania. .getsZ?. .well, magulo. .yeah. .okay lang. .kasi nga, kailangan talaga na censored and names nila. .


. .hmnn. .nu pa ba. .buti nalang di ako natawag.. kasi that time, we're complete. .andun ung dalawa kong crush sa roOm. .haha. .muntik na nga ako eh. .hehe. .buti nalang, tricia did not call me. .hehe. .saya. .


. .nu pa ba. .hehe. .up to now, i still dont have my foNe. .huhuhuhu. .when will it come back to me kaya?? . .huhu. .