stop it...

why do i feel like the heaven fell down..?

of all the people, why me..?



it's been almost a year and still, there weren't any progressions... and i guess, things became even worse... why can't i just forget that person?

i wanna stop but i don't know how... i wanna forget but i guess i cant...
kelan ba matatapos lahat ng to?
alam kong may iba... may iba... pero ewan...
basta... tuwing makikita ko xa kahit sa pic lang, aun na...


nawawala na ako...

deepest apologies...

this is totally awkward!

it's been months since i last updated my blog... i dont know why but in an instant, i found myself guilty for not posting anything here... so sorry dear blog...

anyway... life must go on... i must go on...

i live a completely different life now... new routine... new environment... new everything...

let's start it this way...

first change: a change in my environment...
UNFORTUNATELY, the junior students of the Regional Science High School were transferred up the hills... away from the civilized part of tumauini... things were so sudden... it was a shock for our parents... and of course, it was a shock for us, the students! they were very inconsiderate... they let us study there even if the facilities are not complete... the transportation is really a struggle... and hey, we pay 30 php a day to get there... that's a lot you know... and every time we forget something at the boarding house, we have to get back down and pay another set of fare... weexx... life is so unfair...

second change: a change in routine...
i used to wake up at 5 in the morning but this year, my schedule changed and I'm forced to wake up at exactly 4:30 in the morning to take a bath... imagine the cold water... woo... not only that, i have to bring my things for the whole day at the new campus... yeah, up the hills!

third change: a change in everything (?!)
well... this is the part that is still not clear for me... maybe my routine and my environment changed but still, I'm my old self... my old self who smiles even if nothing goes right... but cries when no one sees...


anyway... now I'll try my best to update you every time i can... you know how hectic my schedule is... you know my life...

non-sense infatuation....

dear blog,





life has really endless surprises.. and even I, myself, didn't expect that a surprise was about to knock in front of my face on that very day..





it was April 27 of the year 2008, my mom, dad, and sis went home.. when i say home, they left me here and went back to isabela for important matters regarding work and business.. i was left at this very place.. boredom, boredom, boredom, and endless boredom was around the atmosphere on that very day..





out of boredom, i found myself going to my tita's place somewhere in sampaloc.. it was what i expected it to be.. not that large but it was presentable.. but what i didn't expect is that something is about to make my world crazy..





April 28 of the same year, i found myself going to my tita's place again.. but this time, i had a bag, and inside the bag were my clothes for the next 4 days..


i liked the place.. everything went normal.. not until i saw this stranger living beside my tita's place.. and everything that i didn't expect to feel hit me.. instead, i felt them all.. on that moment, (it may sound corny) i think i felt really attracted.. it may sound quite inappropriate but yes, i think it infatuation at first sight..

long time no blog.. huhu....

hei hei hei blog..

i missed you.. i have not written here for a long time already and you know what, it's driving me crazy.. ngarr..

i totally missed isabela dear.. the environment, the house, the fresh air and of course, the non-stop/ unlimited internet connection with my pc.. huhu.. i missed my room.. everything! especially my dear school..

speaking of school, i almost missed the enrollment.. i wasn't aware that the deadline of the enrollment was tomorrow.. hayx.. thanks to my dear landlady, i was saved.. i was enrolled.. =)

hmnn.. what else.. i cannot explain all of what's happening to me here in manila.. i am enrolled to speechpower and im totally enjoying the experience.. hmnn..

well what else,.. uhmn yeah.. did i already mentioned that my cellphone load is totally limited here? ngarr.. it's driving me totally crazy..

till here..and please, believe me when i say that it will take a series of weeks or days again before writing something here again..

i'll update you about everything next time dude.. and im going to write some of the products of my little mind here..

so, till here..
ciao for now..

mwah.. missed you dear blog!

there's one in every crowd : a tribute...

There's One in Every Crowd...

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April 2008


I believe that this is the perfect place for me to let her know who she is in my life and so express my gratitude for the chance of being with her, even in a short period of time..

She was the sister I never had...

To start with, her name is Ma. Eva Cecilia Andaya Bumanglag.. At school, i call her ate che but i actually spell it as "tseHh".. we were merely strangers.. i didn't even know her name by then.. but fate decreed we would somehow meet.. one day, friendship found its way through science.. our investigatory projects lead us not only in the Intel Philippine science fair and 4th national science-mathematics congress of rshsS., but what's important is i had the chance to meet her and somehow, be close enough to know her.. on that very short time, i found company.. friendship and happiness.. I'm not saying that i totally know her na, what I'm saying is that i know her in a way that i can say something about her.. i had a bit knowledge about her life.. she's a good writer, she's a good daughter, she's a good scientist, but in my own eyes, i see her as a very good friend.. she makes me laugh whenever there's something.. and she gives me a good reason to smile.. she's very important to me.. she is one meaningful chapter of my life that in my entire existence, i will never dare to forget..

TO ATE CHE: if you're reading this, (im not quite sure you will) i just want to say thank you.. even in that very short time, you made me and the whole atmosphere happy.. you are a very good sister.. you make everyone special in your eyes.. you're really a gift from God.. im very thankful that once in my entire life, i met someone named Ma. Eva Cecilia Andaya Bumanglag..i already miss you ate che! i hope that i'll see you again, maybe by the time that i'll be leaving RSHS as well.. take good care of yourself there at Baguio and don't let anyone hurt you or your feelings.. you are unique and we love you for that.. i labyu ate che.. ma mimiSs kita... =')

YOU'RE REALLY ONE IN EVERY CROWD..

i smell fiesta in the atmosphere...

well well well.. i cant actually imagine how quickly time runs.. loOk, i just entered my sophomore year and then wah! look who's coming? my junior years is about to start.. another journey to open huh..

anyway, maybe you're wondering.. the title doesn't seem to be connected with its content.. not until now.. hmn..

yes you actually got it right.. it's APRIL.. it means that it will be my hometown's birthday.. it's actually our town fiesta this coming 10-12.. hm.. not quite preparations actually.. hmn.., let me tell you a secret, im not really interested about it! haha.. i'll just celebrate if there's a need for me to do so.. but if there's absolutely no reason, i'll simply stay inside my room and read as many books as i can.. loL..

anyway.. so many people around here keep themselves busy shopping around the bazaar.. but then, i dont find it really interesting.. i keep on minding my own business you know.. and i believe that everyone should.. coz some people right now spend their time talking about other's concerns behind their backs.. and i actually believe that it is totally wrong and is totally called back-stabbing.. anyway.. as the old saying goes, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS...

hm.. i just felt the need to say that coz right now, that's what really runs here in my mind.. so im quite sorry if it gets out of the meaning of the title.. hm..

i actually dont have anything to say already.. so till next time, ciao!

rubik's..rubik's..rubik's..at walang katapusang rubik's...

hehe.. right.. the so called ''Rubik's craze'' is invading our place.. from our school up to my very own home town, whew! the Rubik's is indeed considered as a communicable disease.. haha.. but it's quite fun to play with actually.. at first, i was not really interested about it.. but then, the cube dominated the place and it somehow persuaded me to learn the patterns of how to solve the cube..hehe.. at first, you'll find it hard to do so, but then, patience is indeed a virtue.. hm.. if you'll just focus your mind on what you're actually doing, you will find it exciting and fun! hehe.. well, so what are you waiting for? try it NOW!!!

i'll be back later....=')

well well well..bakasyon...

yeah..you got me right.. bakasyon na.. the commencement and recognition rites were finished yesterday.. it was a total blast.. blast in a way that i actually saw my fourth year fellas crying because of one word.. the word goodbye.. but for me, goodbye doesn't mean forever.. maybe this time, they will go on different paths but then, someday, im sure that the roads that they will be taking will intersect at some points.. hayy..

you know what, i felt so bad.. i didn't have the chance to even bid a simple goodbye to my senior friends namely ate che, ate telmae, ate leigh.. i was called by my mother as soon as i received my award so as to go home coz of their schedules.. hm.. it sounds unfair but then i tend to understand the very root of the situation.. well.. to sum it up, I'll simply miss those folks.. even in the very small time, they touched my life and they helped me in ways that i could never forget, even if time moves so fast..

a tribute...

ate che= actually, her name is Ma. Eva Cecilia Andaya Bumanglag.. quite long right?.. hm.. she is one good friend of mine.. she makes me laugh and she gives me a reason to smile.. before, I'm really not that close to her.. but then, science found its way.. we got close because of our investigatory projects which lead us in joining the Intel Philippine regional science fair and the 4th national science and math congress of rshsS.. we were scientists in our own way which lives on each others hearts.. to sum it up, she really is a very important part of my life..

ate kristel= my ever supportive roommate.. she helps me as well as my other roommates whenever we need help.. mathematics is a problem to us but then, she's always there to figure those things out.. we shared our deep secrets with her and we trust her very much.. i'll miss you ate tel!..

ate leigh= our friendly neighbor.. she is ate tel's close friend.. she often times hangout at our room.. we share intersting stories with her.. there are even times when she actually sleeps there.. loL.. i got close to her maybe because she is a fellow pebrero.. hehe.. we were both born on the same month causing our likes to somehow intersect.. haha..

anyway........... above all of these,, I'll sure miss the moments and laughter we spent with all of you.. you were one of the chapters of my life that in my entire life, i will never dare to forget..

till here everyone, ciao!

..hate lyP..

..gRrh.. i simply hate life.. all of it.. all about it.. nOt the life itself, but the life i have nOw, the life i live.. i really feel bad.. i dont know why!~.. gRrhh

so sick of you...

..grabeh..

kung meron man akong body organ na super pagod na, heart ko na un..

patitigilin ko muna xa ngaun.. patutulugin ko muna.. pano my nalaman na naman ako na hndi mganda.. hehe.. kung anu man un, akin nalang..

eto pa.. meron akong tao na di na tetexan ever.. kakalimutan ko number nia at buburahin pangalan nia sa phonebOok ko.. bYe _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.... hahaha!

new year spells a new liFe...

yeah right.. for me, new year really spells a new life..

when the clock striked twelve midnight last dEc. 31, 2007 , i knew and i can feel that a new life is just out there, waiting for me to arrive.. when i closed my eyes, i asked myself, am i ready to move on and leave all behind?.. am i ready to face new challenges and new struggles of this life?.. at first i was not really sure.. but as seconds passed by, i knew that all of these are a part of the new world im about to live..

until now, im still hoping that everything would cahnge.. to tell you the truth, i really want everything to cahnge.. i wanted to live a new life and start again.. a want to leave my boring self behind and welcome another me.. im not saying that i will forget everything or something, im just saying that a new life, perhaps could change and add a bit of coLor to my...

the past year was a bit stressing.. it was indeed a great honor to join and at the same time win the intel philippine regional science fair, which i enjoyed a lot.. but you know, things really didn't became easy for us.. we missed numerous numbers of activities and lectures inside the calssroom.. i think it will be another challenge to make up for those lessons...

well... i had been sharing alot already.. so for now,let me cut my little speech but i will sure continue it later...

for the meantime, it's just right to say..welCome 2008, welcome to the new me...